then she danced all night

2011 wishlist in 3 styles

hey everyone!

i nearly had everything i wanted in my 2010 wishlist.

as time goes by, i realized my style is changing into something different.

so i decided to wish more than a few pieces ;) to change my wardrobe!

i think i'll sell some stuff too, to replace with the new ones! anyways... =)

so here it goes fellas...

i need all of these!!!

hardcore : red leather pants (isabel marant) - leather biker jacket (kaos X ida filippa) - 

fringe skirt (ombre) - anything leopard & anything with an england flag on it (asos) - 

black balenciaga tote - black sheer shirt

hippie, anyone? : pattern dresses (missoni) - pointy toe heels (louis vuitton) - 

a pair oxfords is never enough (steve madden) - 

red hermés (too much to ask for an ordinary girl =)) - faux fur coat

70's : white lace dress (from here) - sequin clutch (miu miu) - prada saffiano black - 

square heeled mary janes (june&julia) - lingerie that drives you crazy  (nichole de carle) - 

fake eyelashes with feathers (i really dont know where i can find'em =))

by the way, things are going great for me!

i feel that 2011 will be harder, better, faster & stronger!

i wish every one of you a good year, 

a good year that you'll always remember!

♥♥♥

pretty black

nowadays, weird stuff keep goin on in me life...

now, i hope i'll get to work with an old & familiar friend of mine 

who is a really appreciated intelligent person.

he denies it though. =)

i am really happy that he finds me again. 

he was my best friend, always there to listen to me.

i always appreciated it, and i still do. his friendship is so valuable to me.

for a couple of days, i've been feeling complicated.

people i love, let me down...

i got disappointed...

and i got nothing to do about it. there is, really, nothing i can do about it.

i am no super hero. nor i am no hitler, i cant tell people what they got to do, 

nor i am not a life-coach to tell people what they should do. 

i only tried to be a friends. but i guess, it is not working out.

i gave up...

my courage is broken.

i feel sad.

but i know these complicated feelings will be gone pretty soon 

and everything will be ok.

for everyone.

=)

i love the idea of 'believing in'...

everything, always gets better.

i am not margot

and i dont have a middle name; 'helen'.
i am barely not a tenenbaum.
i am no genius, just an ordinary girl.
i just feel blue many times,
cant escape the feeling,
nor i care.
well, i love black eye make up.
i wish i had lighter eyebrows,
that's why i keep bleaching them
since high school times.
and that's why, i'm stopping this ridicilous writing right now,
and gonna go,
to bleach my eyebrows...
and wear my mom's double size large fur.
and maybe
stare at my feet with black nailpolish,
then,
kiss my brand-new square-heeled mary janes goodnight...

this is a night shot

i'm gonna take a bath, now.
i handed in my project.
it is over.
yay!

black chunky boots

chunk.. chunk... chunky chunk...

i love the sound in my head when i walk by...
i'd been -for like 2 years- waiting for these shoes 
to come to a nearby store.
it is leather, it is pretty comfy and sexy. 
too many people hated my shoes for some reason 
but still, love is just what you really cant interrogate 
at some point. doesnt it? =)

i wanna thank to my friend coz he 
never bothered meeting me and taking me to see the store. 
actually it was our first day out. =)
n well, i am a lucky person to have friends like that!
they never fail me.

black chunky boots / yeşil

striped top / h&m

leggings / atmosphere

faux fur vest / a local store

moda

hey everyone! 

(i'm gonna share my hearts with you today)

i miss this view from Moda a couple of months ago, 

the weather was chilly and the tea i drank was tasty, 

my friend is an amazing person for takin me to one of my favourite spots ♥ in Istanbul. 

i wanna thank him so much, ♥

it was fun and something i totally had been missing for a very long time!

by the way, i need to tell
i got many followers all around Turkey and other countries, i'm loving it!
my followers here seem so little so less
but my visitor counter shows that i got lovely fans who everyday keep up with my blog!
thanks for following my blog. ♥♥♥♥♥♥
i know i upload rarely, kill me, but i've got so little time to do so many things. i am pretty busy.
i wish my days are not 24 hours but 48.
the good news is, i got different ideas for my blog.
but i think i need time to consider every detail about it.
it'll be fun, yet of course if i'll be able to do what i planned. =)
so, yep, wish me luck n keep it up people!

lace top / h&m

trousers / vintage

black ankle-bow flats & black belt / a local store

fedora / gifted

denim jacket / i have it since..umm more than 10 years

this photo is absolutely 'crazy eyes', isnt it? =)

never trust a punk!

marni boots

ashley smith for topshop

now i see why that nude square heels are expensive...

but i NO givin up, they'll be mine sooner or later!

why dont you jump around...

...just to entertain your lovely self ?

erika altosaar art

days are getting cold

vintage wool hat  / agraf

'on the road'

hop!

hey!

random

Anastasiya Lazurenko

Mariana Garcia

christmas lights

melting my heart,

again

rocket heels

i love the story behind this pair.

but i'm not gonna talk about it.

some things should be told face to face with extreme moves of arms n hands. =)

ordinary office days. photos are from 2 weeks ago.
the weather was soo hot for november.

nowadays i am very busy got so much thing to do, even i cant keep up my own schedule, it is so tiring.
i'm sorry, i havent got any time to reply your mails n return missing phone calls. but i of course have these in me mind.. =)
if i manage to finish the project -that i'm working on right now- i'll be as free as a bird this weekend.
will have chance to see my friends n my bf.
hope...

grey cardigan / zara

glasses / from a street seller

top / from local marketplace

neon green heels / mango

06112010 office days

this moschino bag, i wonder if it is authentic, probably it is.

it looks the same of 60s models. 

i found it in flea market covered with dirt, mud.

it is leather, inside is covered with a silk garment, M kinda buckle. 

i mean this bag is too good to be true. =)

same office days... makes me ssooo lazy.

i guess thats what everyones craving for. =)

but not for me.

i will soon get back to my real architect world.

this is not working. i mean,

i gotta feel the hard way to feel that i am improved.

this job, 

just improves my laziness. =)

acid wash jeans  / ltb

green shirt / gap

leather boots / from a local shop - designed

jewelry / vintage & clairs

others are from local shops & markets

plastic!

i believe that
it will be like the scenes in the movie Back to the Future...
plastic ties n shoes n clothes whatever...
they are fine.
it is the world we live in.
maybe our bags are pretending to be 'not a plastic' one but we are...
even our emotions and ideas are plastic!
even if we want it or not...
no escapin!

...n i wish they soon make this hooverboard thing, too.
before i get old! =)

plastic skull ring / claires

plastic shoes / boyner

shirt / vintage

black skinny jeans / coll.

button-up cardigan / hey

oldies....

i need one of these platform shoes, especially the wine-red ones...

70's

hahaa f*ckin hell!

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street trends

also my trends... since, umm like highschool times? =)
i'm just sayin, these trends are my favourites since my chilhood times.

photos from jak&jil

smooth jazZ

northern european cities and minimalist designers are always inspiring.

even trying to catch the cool breeze of them is hard,

i admire them.

stockholm, oslo streetstyle...

jil sander, acne, alexander wang designs...

after listenin jazz for like 2 days non-stop,

i became a black&white person. =)

if you wanna share the love & let yourself relax for a minute, just listen... http://fizy.com/#s/1n2c2s 

blazer / mudo

skinny jeans / ltb

boots / vintage

jewelery / gifted
grey button-up cardigan /  zara

make-up /        lancome A5 lipstick 

loreal shock resist 238