and i dont have a middle name; 'helen'.
i am barely not a tenenbaum.
i am no genius, just an ordinary girl.
i just feel blue many times,
cant escape the feeling,
nor i care.
well, i love black eye make up.
i wish i had lighter eyebrows,
that's why i keep bleaching them
since high school times.
and that's why, i'm stopping this ridicilous writing right now,
and gonna go,
to bleach my eyebrows...
and wear my mom's double size large fur.
stare at my feet with black nailpolish,
kiss my brand-new square-heeled mary janes goodnight...
i love the sound in my head when i walk by... i'd been -for like 2 years- waiting for these shoes to come to a nearby store. it is leather, it is pretty comfy and sexy. too many people hated my shoes for some reason but still, love is just what you really cant interrogate at some point. doesnt it? =)
i wanna thank to my friend coz he never bothered meeting me and taking me to see the store. actually it was our first day out. =) n well, i am a lucky person to have friends like that! they never fail me.
i miss this view from Moda a couple of months ago,
the weather was chilly and the tea i drank was tasty,
my friend is an amazing person for takin me to one of my favourite spots ♥ in Istanbul.
i wanna thank him so much, ♥
it was fun and something i totally had been missing for a very long time!
by the way, i need to tell
i got many followers all around Turkey and other countries, i'm loving it!
my followers here seem so little so less
but my visitor counter shows that i got lovely fans who everyday keep up with my blog!
thanks for following my blog. ♥♥♥♥♥♥
i know i upload rarely, kill me, but i've got so little time to do so many things. i am pretty busy.
i wish my days are not 24 hours but 48.
the good news is, i got different ideas for my blog.
but i think i need time to consider every detail about it.
it'll be fun, yet of course if i'll be able to do what i planned. =)
so, yep, wish me luck n keep it up people!
lace top / h&m
trousers / vintage
black ankle-bow flats & black belt / a local store
fedora / gifted
denim jacket / i have it since..umm more than 10 years
this photo is absolutely 'crazy eyes', isnt it? =)
some things should be told face to face with extreme moves of arms n hands. =)
ordinary office days. photos are from 2 weeks ago.
the weather was soo hot for november.
nowadays i am very busy got so much thing to do, even i cant keep up my own schedule, it is so tiring.
i'm sorry, i havent got any time to reply your mails n return missing phone calls. but i of course have these in me mind.. =)
if i manage to finish the project -that i'm working on right now- i'll be as free as a bird this weekend.
will have chance to see my friends n my bf.