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remember the days...


..that it was rude to show off your belongings,
rude to say what brand from your skirt is.
i went to a college primary school and i remember
my teacher telling us those words;
we need to feel like children playing with each other,
whatever our parents were buying for us.
it was a bad thing not sharing,
it was a bad thing to envy,
to crave for some other ones' stuff.
she used to say we are all unique.
we need to find what suits us the most.
she meant choosing a character, choosing a life,
a lifestyle, a family, a dress code, an attitude,
a job, a love.
afterall, it seems like everything we are surrounded by
were there just before us. but literally THEY ARE NOT.
we choose them.
we can change them.

oh how i miss my teacher...

none of us really need a brand name on us to feel confident.
i know this.
people are going crazy after a logo bag. seriously i dont.
everyone knows that too many high street fashion shops
have shitty quality fabrics
and crappy details and
no shapes to wear.
but ''anyway'' we follow what society tells us to do.

well,
the thing is,
i need to turn back to the roots.

maintenance for... my fffffffffigure

i took many photos but
i am so not posting a thing till i lose weight again.
it is so much annoying to see myself that huge in the photographs,
i feel depressed.
and the bad thing about it is that,
i am not allowed to eat anymore sugar,
-coz i am on a diet-
so that means i am not allowed to feel depressed,
coz when i feel depressed, i eat sugar.
i know i musnt eat anything junk,
and thats also stressful.
and it also means that i am not allowed to stress,
coz stress makes me sick physically,
so i dont know what i should do...
i already gave 3,5 kilos,
hope this works like that for the next 3 weeks,
so i can be 48 again.
good old 48.
you were wonderful.

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by the way, this is me painting a wall n lookin like shit and here's a potato. thank you.

okay

this is how i look:
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this is how i feel:
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i wanted to turn back to the hood like a freaking
dave grohl after nirvana,
but instead i ,now, do it like britney spears.
ok, maybe worse, like spice girls without geri.
wow, how terrible was that.
anyways...

the pic and the thing about that is,
i gained 8 kilos, haha HAHAHA ha!
not that funny,
i hate it!
people tell me i look gorgeous but
i think i look like a huge 'gorgeous' hippo,
i need somebody to catch me and
put me in a friggin diet cage,
if something like that exists...

nothing in my damn wardrobe,
literally NOT-A-THING, fits...
i panic every morning in front of the good old
loyal wardrobe of mine...

sorry people. i got annoying again.

by the time if you want some info about
what i did the whole summer,
first of all, got rid of my unhappiness..es...
what ever they were,
i just kicked them out,
they now just haunt me in my dreams.
totally harmless, yeaahhh!

i worked, even in the weekends,
got an awesome happy vacation.
but of course i am a very 'lucky' person,
i dropped my camera into the sand on the first shoot.
thats why i dont have any photos about
the best summer of my life.
i am broke but i am happy.

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thats it for now.
i dont know if anybody's out there reading my shite,
i'm so bored of this clothes thing...

d'orsay kinda look

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trying to catch the looks of a Phillip Lim woman,
with just a pair of socks...
well, i am happy to see that
it kinda works.

PS. also, try it with a pair of white socks and
live the Margiela effect. oh yeah!
well, but if you have thick ankles,
i suggest you dont try this one..

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watch / casio (its a gift)
black pleated skirt / zara
amazing spiderman tshirt / marvel
 pointy toe heels & socks/ from local stores

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new in an old one

those alexander wang boots that i crave since last year,
just found them in beymen designers on sale couple of days ago,
for a very reasonable price.
i'll be starving till the end of the month.
well, who needs too much meal anyways... i love showing off my skeleton.

i'll shoot an outfit as soon as i'll be in the mood for playin dressing up,
n of course i need a help from Michael's hands, too,
weather is too darn hot right now!
northern designs really arent that handy to wear
in a hot place like Istanbul,
well...
i guess i'll just wait for the end of the august,
i dont want anyone in the streets to look at me like i commit a crime.

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mango belt
alexander wang dakota boots
handfan that saves me nowadays

(where are my lady summer gloves, seriously?!)

kim olsa anlatır

aytekin kurt dinlemek lâzım...

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late night sessions

tried shooting some photos using an ikea lamp as a light source 
n with the help of my shitty camera.
came out pretty good though...

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cliché

but still...
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tubitak

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the book -gift from a lovely friend- is a comic book about the fictional adventures of
a professor, his phd colleague and a genetor that keeps interrupting everything they try to achieve, in Applications to the Scientific n Technological Research Council of Turkey. Emrah Ablak is my favourite caricaturist.

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brown sweater & weird white boots / mango
black shorts / h&m (very old)
hat / collezione (before christ)

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just before goin out

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just before goin out,
i tried to shoot some outfit photos in a hurry but
with no sun and light,
these are the only ones i got! how sad!

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black linen top / from a local store
yellow shorts / collezione (i wear it since 6th grade =))
black ankle booties / zara
bag / balenciaga

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brace yourselves...

...trenchcoat posts are coming! =)

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since the weather keeps getting darker n darker
these days in istanbul,
i constantly wear my beloved trenchcoat that
i bought last spring from topshop.
i love it so much,
that you can see it in my eyes -
especially when a lot of girls stop n stare
or ask from where i bought it!
oh what is sexier
than those jealous eyes on you,
tell me! =)

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do you have a favourite piece like this one,
that people stop you n ask where is it from?

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trenchcoat / topshop
bow heels / zara

country girl

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zara look
belt / batik

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spring blues

this blue balenciaga changes my mood everytime i carry it. 
of course the sunny weather helps very much, too. =) 

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 silver necklace / mom's 
 rings / from kütahya & kaş
dress /  from a local store
silver loafers (kinda an addiction) / asos
turquoise  clutch / balenciaga

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oh those dakotas!


This giveaway thing is really going crazy... =)
Fashion Chalet is giving away one of my all time favourite shoes, 
from alexander wang, dakotas.
if you want this, adore this, just like me,
you gotta hurry coz deadline: tomorrow!

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casual evening-out for a couple of coffee, just after work...

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jeans / bershka
floral pyjama top & booties / a local store
bag / miu miu

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long time no see

as always i've been busy doing my job,
away from home and from internet for a long time.
but i'm back with new projects in my pockets.
i'll be posting fun stuff in a couple of days, hope you'll like them.

by the way, you can follow my blog's twitter, facebook, pinterest accounts.
i know they're not much active right now,
(ok, they look like abandoned WWII hospitals, i admit)
but i'm gonna give some shape to all of these in a couple of days,
just waiting for a little spare time.

my fashiolista finds

i always like to share bunch of styles and 
pictures of gorgeous sundresses, killer shoes etc. all the time.
but sure, i dont wanna kill the blog with this 
continuously-flowing-nonstoppable inspiration mood, too.
so, long story short, i am now a member of fashiolista,
if you want to.
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ps. it is pretty fun by the way! 
kills effing lots of time! =)




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orange knitted top / tiffany (new)
black skinny / zara (new)
black sequin  flats / zara
fedora hat / gift
zebra bangle / a local store

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marni for h&m

i am waiting for this collection since it's first announce.
marni is one of my favourite fashion labels, it is so fresh
also making the big city women carry a minimalistic bohemian style.
and sophia coppola movies are like every girls' dreams.
accept it, it is a combo win!

orange & silver

Higher Ground by Heather Nova on Grooveshark
i am serious, i really (really really) dont like the colour orange, 
yet -as i and you may see- i cant help but buy a couple of things. 
damn you last year's jil sander collection! 
hope that it wont make me buy a pink sweater... soon...

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silver loafers / asos
40th anniversary zippo lighter / hard rock cafe 
bracelet / a local shop
orange-gold knitted sweater / tiffany
carmen opera music box
orange casio watch / gift
shades of orange  nail polishes  / gabrini , flormar, golden rose

SPRING - Kelly Wearstler

impossible not to fall for these pieces!
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