maintenance for... my fffffffffigure

i took many photos but
i am so not posting a thing till i lose weight again.
it is so much annoying to see myself that huge in the photographs,
i feel depressed.
and the bad thing about it is that,
i am not allowed to eat anymore sugar,
-coz i am on a diet-
so that means i am not allowed to feel depressed,
coz when i feel depressed, i eat sugar.
i know i musnt eat anything junk,
and thats also stressful.
and it also means that i am not allowed to stress,
coz stress makes me sick physically,
so i dont know what i should do...
i already gave 3,5 kilos,
hope this works like that for the next 3 weeks,
so i can be 48 again.
good old 48.
you were wonderful.



by the way, this is me painting a wall n lookin like shit and here's a potato. thank you.