24042010

there she was just walkin down the street singin doo wah diddy diddy dum diddy doo...

then suddenly, bam!!! these sunglasses blew me!

as you might guess, love at first sight! (again)

well, what can i say, i fall in love so quickly even i cant catch up with myself... =)

these sunglasses remind me of the ones called 'postcard' from prada spring 2010 rtw collection but more edgy.

chanel & denim co.

...i am not a fan of prada nor ferre but these sunglasses are totally hot! fun stuff!

omg! shoes!

reebok it is!

what wonderful colours!

impossible to choose one of them, at least i cant be that unfaithful to the other ones!

that's why i didnt buy any of them. =)

really, i'm serious, if i had the chance, i'd buy all of them at once.

you know it is 'all or nothing' kinda thing.

anyways, we had so much fun and spent so much time trying all those crazy-lookin shoes.

yep, all of them!

they were nearly kickin us out of the store.

wish i could've taken more photos but,

...but silly me, i'd forgotten to bring my charger with me for the weekend.

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these shoes below, i call them 'moon shoes', are my favourites!

so high top, so neon, unbelievable cool!

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...aaand these below are my bf's own vip choice, just for himself.

this last shot is my bf's '' 'all or nothing' decision time'' pose!

it is totally spontaneous, i like it! =)

ps: i'm being 'a little' ignorant about my blog, sorry but it is my 'lord of the rings' week so i just lean back, watch the movie and eat junk food. =)

banksy

leg chains...

...are sexxxy!

the chains of love

office diaries vol.3

good morning everyone!

back again with an casual office outfit with lots of unnecessary jewelery. =) thanks to my friend in office for photos.

my bf was coming so i finished my drawings in a rush yesterday

so that i could be free to leave office like 6:30pm.

we came home together and saw that my sister made a surprise and came to Istanbul to see us and to spend the weekend.

after some hugging and kissing ceremony, altogether we went outside for a walk to lose weight and ate waffles to gain weight.=)

i wish i can spend my ever day like this one.

green jeans / coll.

boots / from a local store ( i forgot to tell you that its their own design)

button-up cardigan / tita

linen shirt / y-london

jewelery / from here and there =)

the house cafe

i met my old friends. cant tell how much i felt happy.

it's been 2 days but i'm still smiling awkwardly all day long.

coz i'd lost them like 6 years ago, tried to reach them but couldnt find even any trace of them since the day before yesterday.

i remember the days we used to go to studio everday to make music.

did anything we wanted to do.

everyday was full of fun.

those were the days...

then suddenly everything else started to go down.

we all fell apart.

had fights... bad things happened...

i really dont wanna remember coz these thoughts still make me sad.

anyways,

after all said and done, we are still here, together.

i hope everything goes fine this time.

coz i miss everything about them.

fedora

hanging around

i spent some time on the outside world. sun was shining... ate my lunch outside with my bf.

today, even burger king seemed to be a nicer place as i hate fast food though.

by the way i'm still drawing and working on a project.

it has to be finished till tomorrow afternoon.

but i dont know if its possible, coz still i got so much work to do on it...

well, i'm soooooo tired... so i'm off to bed now. f*ck projects or whatever! i dont care!

leopard flats / lcw

jeans / denim co.

blazer & bag / mudo collection

white top / who knows...

blue shirt / gift from my mother

bracelet / flea market

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eyes slowly shrinking, soon to be disappeared...

from drawings...

trying to design a café on this table...

what is that watch-pen compilation stuff anyways? ( terrible design alert!!!)

it is killing my source of inspiration everytime it catches my eye...

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sun is shining but weather is still cold...

blue top / afrodit

high-waisted jeans / gap

shoes / barracuda

leather belt / flea market

all i wanted was the silver things

wanted to share with you coz i think it is stupid and fun.

this is one of my favourite songs. so sad, so innocent desires, full of feelings...

when i listen to these songs(no doubt songs especially), i feel terrible

coz they remind me of the times that i used to hang around in weird clothes,

playing songs with my friends-band, i was so happy.

it's just like my life-my song had stopped some time ago

and since then i hear music no more in the background and i feel terrible.

i am not drawing anything special but i'm spending my 12 hours for useless buildings,

i am not singing anymore...

i dont get the point of life sometimes...

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since i own these shoes (this one and the black one of the same model), i dont wanna stay apart from them, even just for a second. they're so comfy and go with nearly anything. the nice thing is i paid only 1€ for both of them. =)

the funny thing is, my watch is cheaper than one of my shoes. =)

sometimes i feel lucky!

sunday

hello! i'm back again with my best-known annoying fake smiley face =)

i dont know what to tell about my sunday. what can i say, i mean it was good, it was relaxing, it was amazing, it was SUNDAY! i spent it with my bf, this was the most amazing part of it. =)

the thing is i'm soooo blue right now... =(((

coz my boss came back to Turkey this morning 'unexpectedly'. he supposed to be back on next monday. well as you might guess, i was so convinced myself that he'd be back next monday, but fuck, he's back now, and i have to work till 9-10 pm again! everday!

god i'm not ready for it right now.

i feel sick.

i was so happy last week -as you can see even the quarter of my happiness from these photos-,

even my cheeks were pink. but now, i totally look terrible and i really feel sick.

i was gettin used to be free after 7 pm.

aarrghhh last week seems so far away right now...

jeans / gap

shirt & dark-blue button up / from local stores

white hoodie / zara

shoes / flea market

bag / peacocks

skulls & stripes

rings forever!!! i just bought the red skull one. i think they are both amazing.

i got a new camera and i cant tell how much i feel happy about it.=)))))

the only thing is, i need time and space to take photos.

now i'm off to hang with my friends and take some photos when i have time to do.

i love sundays since i've started working. my only and lovely holy day, holiday!

Y kisses Y

red skull ring / claire's

what i wore yesterday, seriously

This is what i wore yesterday. i'm serious.

my boss is away for 2 weeks so i spend my time playing diner dash. =)

facts about me, number 45675678: i've always wanted to be a waitress. but i've got such a terrible memory even to keep names of meals in my mind and i'm terrible at organizing stuff.

well, i'm an architect now...

argh, life is something weird...

this is how i spend my 12 hours in a working day:

1) i always get bored of drawings...always.

2) I usually get so pissed off by some contractor. coz they keep asking stuff that can never ever be possible to built- they usually want ugly stuff-, and they think that they are so clever and so vip with their money in their pocket. but to me, they are just worthless shite. i'm sorry to say that but they are really useless.

...and that's me trying to listen their crap...

3) this is when everyone leaves office for lunch. i order meal from outside so i stay in the office to do stupid things like that.

4) this is what i look like when i hear the word ''autocad''. coz i hate autocad! who doesnt?

what a terrible drawing cad programme for architects. i dont get why they use it.

god bless i still can use archicad for my drawings. but still, i have to use autocad colours.

still...

autocad colour no. 33

This is how i seize the fashion (seizing the fashion? hmmm...)

by getting desperately bored;

i’m so craving for a nail polish in this tone of brown.

it is so smooth and feels like a cloudy but warm september day.

They say it is Chanel but i totally dont agree!
Because it is so autocad colour no.33 …

=)

Chanel Le Vernis in Particuliere 505 ($23)

trapped

yep, i'm trapped in my office!!!

tea?

work! work! work!

smoke...

tea...

nothing more or less...

can your eyes look as empty as mine?

dull... even miserable...

i'm feeling old...