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whatever i do,
ish just happens to feel like a mistake.
whetever i dont,
ish already feels like a mistake.

madewell suede boots

isabel marant look-a-likes are everywhere,
i know.
still amazes me though...
i need one!

madewell suede boots for 188 $

i like the red dress

i know... 

this is what you see when you look up for the word 'mess' in the dictionary...

but i have an excuse for that, we just moved to a new house...

out of that huge mess, 

in one of the boxes i found a very old dress of mine,

which is red,

and perfect to wear at home,

and feel like sunshine!

cafe de balzac

one of my favourite places in kadıköy.
(like i've got so many of them..let me think about it..
hmm my home is one of them. it counts, okay!)
i like to spend time on that terrace, chilling with friends or reading if i'm alone...
with some nice music (jazz counts as nice i think),
not too crowded,
nice wine,
nice staff,
nice space, furniture and accessories,
and has an aaamazing view of istanbul all over!

i'm in love with that silver lining <3

 linen shirt / koton

denim shorts / a local store

transparent jelly flats / deichmann

sunglasses / vintage from flea market (izmit bit pazarı) 

dont go away

say what you say
but say that you'll stay
forever and a day
in the time of my life
coz i need more time
yes i need more time
just to make things right

damn my situation and the games i have to play
with all the things caught in my mind...
damn my education i cant find the words to say
about all the things caught in my mind...


me and you what's going on?

tshirt / borrowed 

skirt / a local store

pointy-toe heels / topshop

glasses / fake raybans

long gone

i am the worst blogger out there.
i know.
i suck at many things.
the other things, i just do,
not considering if i was any good at it.

life is weird.
all this time, i only and just learnt that, you cannot fucking stop the life.
yep.
you can end yours,
but life just goes on somehow for everyone out there.

what am i sayin?

ruffled linen blouse / a local store

vintage midi skirt  / turned into a miniskirt  in 10 minutes

black suede platforms / topshop

asmalımescid !

istanbul sokak