happy new year, sad old me

..so much for the promises i never intended to keep

how does it all end up?
how does the story end?
i cant let go...
i cant pretend...

One Ring to bring them all and in the darkness bind them

Rafael Kayanan - 250 cards

'lord of the rings week' for me!
happens every year, in the winter time,
kind of a tradition, a rituel...

stop-by

while we were heading back to Istanbul from Kutahya,
we -out of consider- stopped by to see
a place called Dogancay.
when i had the first glance,
i decided that i want to stay there forever...
dont ever want to come back...

with the colour palatte of the nature,
and happy people,
kids playing in the woods,
the place was nearly magical...
i could be really happy living in a place like this,
even far away from 'myself! in the city of chaos'...

wish we had more battery to catch the timeless images...

yet of course i am thankful to my friend for taking me there n taking my photos...

good to have nice collegues.

(he still annoys me much of the time though.

it's true that sometimes i plan to kill him in various ways.)

in the mood for love

this is my dream weekend-combination!

and of course with a signature hat...

image via fashion-pea

mix & match

yesterday i decided to mix n match my outfit 

with different hats and shoes.

idea came up to me from my favourite blogger betty, 

who used to do this when she first started blogging.

she was my inspiration to open a blog, to do this!

so here 'it' is...

hope you like it...

i'm sorry for the bad photo quality,

weather outside is crazy cold, and days are really short...

trying taking photos outside or in the bright light is nearly impossible.

especially when you think that i work 10 hours a day / 6 days of a week.

ok whatever, i stop whining. everyone has 

the same problems about earth goin round, yeah?

ok hippies,

may the peace be with you...

floral shirt-dress / only

 handmade sweater / i got it since i was 13 (it is a bit small as you see)

tights & red knitted scarf / mom's gifts

hats  & shoes / from local stores

 belt & boots / vintage

never trust a man with the food, change of clothes, and a drink in his hand

snap!

i am so into pointy hot heels, i need some ankle cuffs...

...and amazing jeans or what!

my favourites from the new york city shots of tommy ton...

back from miami

my sister just got back from miami.
it's been 2 months since i last saw her,
i totally missed hugging her, also fighting with her.
i had had those in a couple of days god bless. =)
it's a gift having a sister, i tell you.
she is one of a kind.
hearing her saying 'fuck you' is something i cannot give up.
i'm sorry.

since i'm a lazy ass for travelling,
i'm putting the photos she took for us.

 on the road to key west...

couldnt remember the building with that amazing golf course...

of course she missed the turkish tastes after a month of junk food...

university...

and amazing classic souvenirs from hard rock cafe,

she had a 40th year special edition zippo just for me.

kisses =)

i'm keeping it in a safe place,

cos i'm afraid someone will steal it.

damn the fear!

do you believe...

...if it is possible that you can miss your unwritten future?

i believe it is.
cause i miss it.

12092011

i'm loving my home nowadays and
busy translating 'the ricky gervais show' into turkish.
it takes hell of a time.
soon it'll be on divxplanet.
keep up with me guys!

black balenciaga city bag (oh my!)

everything else is from local stores

-blank-

whatever i do,
ish just happens to feel like a mistake.
whetever i dont,
ish already feels like a mistake.

madewell suede boots

isabel marant look-a-likes are everywhere,
i know.
still amazes me though...
i need one!

madewell suede boots for 188 $

i like the red dress

i know... 

this is what you see when you look up for the word 'mess' in the dictionary...

but i have an excuse for that, we just moved to a new house...

out of that huge mess, 

in one of the boxes i found a very old dress of mine,

which is red,

and perfect to wear at home,

and feel like sunshine!