ruby ruby ruby!

above the amazing kaiser chiefs song 'ruby', there's a nice and dandy brand called ruby, too

with their stylish looks for 2010.

wanted to share these 3, they are my favourite:

ruby spring/summer 10 bedrock lookbook

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somewhere inbetween...anywhere maybe...who knows, right?

nothing to specialize this place.

it is all nature and there is asphalt. it is an ordinary destroyed nature.

then, on the way back home, we stopped to see some close-up family friends...

it was relaxing.

especially after my depressing week.

maja

'' i'm wearing my highest pair of heels every day, for two reasons:

1. they make me taller than everybody else.
2. i might fall over and hit my head so i can get a little break from everything. ''

inspiring words from lovely
 maja casablancas

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from my aunt's garden...

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my granddad used to be a shoe designer, hand-crafter, had his own huge store with lots of vintage and quality shoes and bags and belts. it is the best shoe store i've ever seen, and i mean it.

this is one of the shoes he designed and sold out for like 40 years ago. look at the details, it is amazing! all leather, simply gorgeous!

wish i had time to learn anything about his art...

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for only 15 minutes at the adana bus station...

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i was unaware of what's about to happen that day.

what's that building, near the airport? i still wonder...

parking garage of the airport... nice façades, so hard that you nearly cant feel it.

it is so concrete, i love it. dramatic.

my cousin...

hey!

hey, selam!

özledim hepinizi.

nerdesiniz?

uzaktaydım, biraz tatsızlık çöktü gibi üstüme.

bunlar onla ilgili gazetelerde çıkan yazılardan alıntılar...

death.

i lost my granddad. most terrible times i've ever spent, been spending.

i was away, in another city, for nearly 10 days.

terrible things happened.

terrible things keep happening.

i dont know what will my grandmom do by herself, alone...

she doesnt wanna leave her house ever.

i dont know what will happen to my granddad's store...

weird things keep happening about it, and i cant believe what i've been seeing lately.

truely, i dont wanna believe what my eyes has seen and my ears have heard.

i feel depressed.

i feel like, i have noone to call and tell how unhappy i am,

coz probably noone will ever understand.

this is not anyone's fault i guess, it's just

i am always unable to show my feelings during my daily life, i usually smile so unnecessarily much.

...and i keep complaining about stuff which are really not that important.

well, anyways...

for 10 days.

i was away from everything.

now, everything feels so weird.

internet,

people i know,

people i dont know,

people i thought i knew

and normal vegetable meals...

away

i have been away and i'll be away for a while i'm sorry.

shit happens.