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i cant wait for the weekend to begin

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this how i look behind my computer screen in weekdays.
since 2 weeks i've been working 6 days in a week, 12 hours a day...
as you can see, i have no time to do anything.
i wake up at 8, put something on (my clothes are still stayin packed since i moved, because there's no room for my stuff in here, i dont know what to do about it...) then go to work to be there at 9 am.
i work till 9 pm.
i get home about 9:30...then i eat, then i pass out...
this is how it is for now...
and i guess it wont change till september.

the weather is always grey and cold, i work like hell...
office personalities are religious...
architecture design is bad, ordinary...
there's noone to talk to, and no internet...
i stay silent for 12 hours and just sit and draw, draw and draw...
noone smokes, noone drinks tea nor coffee...
noone talks...
i have no time to be alone, too, when i get back home...
i have no time to sing...no time or mp3s to listen to music, i have no earphones and i have no time or money to buy them.
yes i am penniless...
no time to dress, and nowhere to go...
i keep carrying my laptop everyday. that's why now, i hate to be in front of a computer, especially my laptop...
next month we'll be in a different office, and it is further than the distance i take every morning, it has no open space to smoke...

it is hard.
but still...
i'm learning somethings about this cliche world of ''architecture''.
.......and i need fucking money.

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this is what i just bought just before the day i started working.
i'll wear it tomorrow...for the first time. =)
my only holiday; deary lovely sunday.
friends are coming.
i guess i'll be a rock chick at weekends and be a lovely 'blazer' girl in weekdays.
coz this job really bores me.
and i feel that, chaos gushing out of my chest, tearing my skin!

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bored!
please tell me fun stuff, i need to hear something fun!

half lace- half flower-patterned cotton top / denim co.

Comments for this entry

sefacanacar

you're sooooo hot my lively lovely sweet heart and i love you and i love you and love you and i'm loaded and feel like hank fuckin' moody. dont worry here is the our story: they lived happily ever after... i can't wait for the day we spend together. love

Cenk

işte bu eğlenceli.
eski radyoshowları ve mixleri tara...
http://www.undomondo.com/

missND

süpersin!!!

müzik olmayınca, yaşam da yok!

Cenk

şüphesiz.

livingbelowtheclouds

Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway.

missND

realistic point of view. =)

Anonymous

Komik bişeyler okumak istersen bu sayfanın çevirisini yaptır google'a...

tuç

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_59n86U3Dvs

"kalçalari bir havluyla kurularmisçasina salla ve yerdeki bir sigara izmaritini ezerek söndürürmüs gibi yap" (ekşi'den alıntıdır)

aklıma daha iyi bir anlatım gelmedi:D

missND

tuç ya, YEM'deki çılgın Jürgen Mayer konserine gitmek istiyorum, hem de çoooooook. işten erken kaçabilirsem 'raise the roof'! ıptıs!
ayrıca o beatles şarkısına hastayım. tenks and şeyk şeyk şeyk sinyoraaaa!

 

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