being together

...means taking some useless shots, too many times.

garden dress

nowadays,

i'm thinkin about movin in on my own...

it is gonna take a long time though,

you know... money issues...

scenes

grey sweater / h&m (menswear)

pink leopard hairband / claires

blue nail polish / pastel

my crimson dove

diane birch... 

i can tell why i adore this young woman...

then she danced all night

2011 wishlist in 3 styles

hey everyone!

i nearly had everything i wanted in my 2010 wishlist.

as time goes by, i realized my style is changing into something different.

so i decided to wish more than a few pieces ;) to change my wardrobe!

i think i'll sell some stuff too, to replace with the new ones! anyways... =)

so here it goes fellas...

i need all of these!!!

hardcore : red leather pants (isabel marant) - leather biker jacket (kaos X ida filippa) - 

fringe skirt (ombre) - anything leopard & anything with an england flag on it (asos) - 

black balenciaga tote - black sheer shirt

hippie, anyone? : pattern dresses (missoni) - pointy toe heels (louis vuitton) - 

a pair oxfords is never enough (steve madden) - 

red hermés (too much to ask for an ordinary girl =)) - faux fur coat

70's : white lace dress (from here) - sequin clutch (miu miu) - prada saffiano black - 

square heeled mary janes (june&julia) - lingerie that drives you crazy  (nichole de carle) - 

fake eyelashes with feathers (i really dont know where i can find'em =))

by the way, things are going great for me!

i feel that 2011 will be harder, better, faster & stronger!

i wish every one of you a good year, 

a good year that you'll always remember!

♥♥♥

pretty black

nowadays, weird stuff keep goin on in me life...

now, i hope i'll get to work with an old & familiar friend of mine 

who is a really appreciated intelligent person.

he denies it though. =)

i am really happy that he finds me again. 

he was my best friend, always there to listen to me.

i always appreciated it, and i still do. his friendship is so valuable to me.

for a couple of days, i've been feeling complicated.

people i love, let me down...

i got disappointed...

and i got nothing to do about it. there is, really, nothing i can do about it.

i am no super hero. nor i am no hitler, i cant tell people what they got to do, 

nor i am not a life-coach to tell people what they should do. 

i only tried to be a friends. but i guess, it is not working out.

i gave up...

my courage is broken.

i feel sad.

but i know these complicated feelings will be gone pretty soon 

and everything will be ok.

for everyone.

=)

i love the idea of 'believing in'...

everything, always gets better.

i am not margot

and i dont have a middle name; 'helen'.
i am barely not a tenenbaum.
i am no genius, just an ordinary girl.
i just feel blue many times,
cant escape the feeling,
nor i care.
well, i love black eye make up.
i wish i had lighter eyebrows,
that's why i keep bleaching them
since high school times.
and that's why, i'm stopping this ridicilous writing right now,
and gonna go,
to bleach my eyebrows...
and wear my mom's double size large fur.
and maybe
stare at my feet with black nailpolish,
then,
kiss my brand-new square-heeled mary janes goodnight...

this is a night shot

i'm gonna take a bath, now.
i handed in my project.
it is over.
yay!

black chunky boots

chunk.. chunk... chunky chunk...

i love the sound in my head when i walk by...
i'd been -for like 2 years- waiting for these shoes 
to come to a nearby store.
it is leather, it is pretty comfy and sexy. 
too many people hated my shoes for some reason 
but still, love is just what you really cant interrogate 
at some point. doesnt it? =)

i wanna thank to my friend coz he 
never bothered meeting me and taking me to see the store. 
actually it was our first day out. =)
n well, i am a lucky person to have friends like that!
they never fail me.

black chunky boots / yeşil

striped top / h&m

leggings / atmosphere

faux fur vest / a local store