okay

this is how i look:


this is how i feel:

i wanted to turn back to the hood like a freaking
dave grohl after nirvana,
but instead i ,now, do it like britney spears.
ok, maybe worse, like spice girls without geri.
wow, how terrible was that.
anyways...

the pic and the thing about that is,
i gained 8 kilos, haha HAHAHA ha!
not that funny,
i hate it!
people tell me i look gorgeous but
i think i look like a huge 'gorgeous' hippo,
i need somebody to catch me and
put me in a friggin diet cage,
if something like that exists...

nothing in my damn wardrobe,
literally NOT-A-THING, fits...
i panic every morning in front of the good old
loyal wardrobe of mine...

sorry people. i got annoying again.

by the time if you want some info about
what i did the whole summer,
first of all, got rid of my unhappiness..es...
what ever they were,
i just kicked them out,
they now just haunt me in my dreams.
totally harmless, yeaahhh!

i worked, even in the weekends,
got an awesome happy vacation.
but of course i am a very 'lucky' person,
i dropped my camera into the sand on the first shoot.
thats why i dont have any photos about
the best summer of my life.
i am broke but i am happy.



thats it for now.
i dont know if anybody's out there reading my shite,
i'm so bored of this clothes thing...

d'orsay kinda look

trying to catch the looks of a Phillip Lim woman,
with just a pair of socks...
well, i am happy to see that
it kinda works.

PS. also, try it with a pair of white socks and
live the Margiela effect. oh yeah!
well, but if you have thick ankles,
i suggest you dont try this one..

watch / casio (its a gift)

black pleated skirt / zara

amazing spiderman tshirt / marvel

 pointy toe heels & socks/ from local stores

new in an old one

those alexander wang boots that i crave since last year,
just found them in beymen designers on sale couple of days ago,
for a very reasonable price.
i'll be starving till the end of the month.
well, who needs too much meal anyways... i love showing off my skeleton.

i'll shoot an outfit as soon as i'll be in the mood for playin dressing up,
n of course i need a help from Michael's hands, too,
weather is too darn hot right now!
northern designs really arent that handy to wear
in a hot place like Istanbul,
well...
i guess i'll just wait for the end of the august,
i dont want anyone in the streets to look at me like i commit a crime.

mango belt

alexander wang dakota boots

handfan that saves me nowadays

(where are my lady summer gloves, seriously?!)

kim olsa anlatır

aytekin kurt dinlemek lâzım...

late night sessions

tried shooting some photos using an ikea lamp as a light source 

n with the help of my shitty camera.

came out pretty good though...

tubitak

the book -gift from a lovely friend- is a comic book about the fictional adventures of
a professor, his phd colleague and a genetor that keeps interrupting everything they try to achieve, in Applications to the Scientific n Technological Research Council of Turkey. Emrah Ablak is my favourite caricaturist.

brown sweater & weird white boots / mango

black shorts / h&m (very old)

hat / collezione (before christ)

just before goin out

just before goin out,
i tried to shoot some outfit photos in a hurry but
with no sun and light,
these are the only ones i got! how sad!

black linen top / from a local store

yellow shorts / collezione (i wear it since 6th grade =))

black ankle booties / zara

bag / balenciaga

brace yourselves...

...trenchcoat posts are coming! =)

 

since the weather keeps getting darker n darker

these days in istanbul,

i constantly wear my beloved trenchcoat that

i bought last spring from topshop.

i love it so much,

that you can see it in my eyes -

especially when a lot of girls stop n stare

or ask from where i bought it!

oh what is sexier

than those jealous eyes on you,

tell me! =)

do you have a favourite piece like this one,
that people stop you n ask where is it from?

trenchcoat / topshop

bow heels / zara

country girl

zara look
belt / batik

spring blues

this blue balenciaga changes my mood everytime i carry it. 

of course the sunny weather helps very much, too. =) 

 

 silver necklace / mom's 

 rings / from kütahya & kaş

dress /  from a local store

silver loafers (kinda an addiction) / asos

turquoise  clutch / balenciaga

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casual evening-out for a couple of coffee, just after work...

jeans / bershka

floral pyjama top & booties / a local store

bag / miu miu

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orange knitted top / tiffany (new)

black skinny / zara (new)

black sequin  flats / zara

fedora hat / gift

zebra bangle / a local store

keyword: silver

at last i recieved my asos purchases!

key word is simple: silver.

it was a glance i remember, 

the first time i saw that loafers.

could it be any better? a girl could need more?

hah, of course, sooo i bought a silver -matching- mini bag, too.

it reminds me of that iconic celine bag i adore...

oh, how beautiful these sales are!

stop-by

while we were heading back to Istanbul from Kutahya,
we -out of consider- stopped by to see
a place called Dogancay.
when i had the first glance,
i decided that i want to stay there forever...
dont ever want to come back...

with the colour palatte of the nature,
and happy people,
kids playing in the woods,
the place was nearly magical...
i could be really happy living in a place like this,
even far away from 'myself! in the city of chaos'...

wish we had more battery to catch the timeless images...

yet of course i am thankful to my friend for taking me there n taking my photos...

good to have nice collegues.

(he still annoys me much of the time though.

it's true that sometimes i plan to kill him in various ways.)