i am not margot

and i dont have a middle name; 'helen'.
i am barely not a tenenbaum.
i am no genius, just an ordinary girl.
i just feel blue many times,
cant escape the feeling,
nor i care.
well, i love black eye make up.
i wish i had lighter eyebrows,
that's why i keep bleaching them
since high school times.
and that's why, i'm stopping this ridicilous writing right now,
and gonna go,
to bleach my eyebrows...
and wear my mom's double size large fur.
and maybe
stare at my feet with black nailpolish,
then,
kiss my brand-new square-heeled mary janes goodnight...