rock my socks!

outfit of yesterday.

stolen 'the socks' idea from caroline's photoshoot.

one of my professor's one day told me that, if i have an idea and dont know how to do it or how to show it off, then i should better try copying the 'expression' of the idea.

it is a real cool advice i think. it makes things easier in the beginning. coz you know, everytime we try to do something new, we stuck even at the beginning point.

i wanna work on the ordinary clothes but to change them for unique bodies.

the proportions, the highlights and anything architectural...

well i hope i'll achive my goals about it.

well,

i stopped by school to see my friends yesterday.

then i went my bf's house to play 'still life 2'.

i love being a detective in the virtual world.

today i'll hang with my band mates. maybe play some songs...

hope you have fun too,

kisses...

black dress / h&m

striped button-up tricot / koton

black ultra-thin tights

white socks / self made

ps: beware of the constipation...arrrgghhh! my body tries to murder ownself, i guess...

red & stripes

arent these are always hot together?

top / h&m

olive green jeans / coll

polkadot tights

red heels / pier lucci

the weather is amazing outside! i'm gonna go out with my friends as soon as i can!

i hope you have a great day too,
kisses...

bad quality

to my readers, you wanted, you insisted on it...

so here's a brand new post!

my life is a little bit complicated in these days, thats why i just share my time with just me myself.

i need to rest for a while.

i dont answer phone calls nor reply any of the messages i recieve.

i'm sorry.

i'll write another post and tell you what was and ish on my mind during that days.

so i'm passin it for now...

well what was i saying? yeah you insisted on...=)

here's what i looked like yesterday.

black and black and black... nothing new with the winter session.

acid wash maybe. this legging is one of my new findings.

you deserve better photos but thats the best i can do for right now.

still couldnt buy myself a camera, because i'm terribly broke, penniless...

and bad quality photos are the killers of my source of inspiration...

that's pretty awful coz i just sit at home all day long and do nothing but eat, eat and eat...

and watch edward norton movies again and again... ( aarrghhh <3 )

then i think, i'm just eating too much... junk food especially.

it is a killer, i was sick because of it yesterday. threw up all night...yak!

maybe it was because of the 3 pills of pain killers in one time... i dont know...

well whatever =)

just take care of yourself, and dont eat too much junk food...

and dont take too much pain killers...

and beware of the diarrhea...

(??!!)

leather jacket / god knows from where

black knitwear / vakko

acid wash leggings / zara

shoes & clutch / gift (from coll) =)

necklace / koton

bracelet / from a local store

still...

still workin on some shit job. i only got 4 days left. still i got no drawings. yay, right?

this sketch shows the beginning spot of the ateliers nearside of a river.

just keep me hanging on...

arrrggghh i am sooo bored and sick of this project!

i am tired... i got enough of it!!!

i wanna get up early with sunshine through my window,

cook nice meals with my bf and watch movies,

go shopping, hang around all day and take fashion photos at different places.

i want to meet with my friends, drink and laugh through all night without thinkin anything

like ''how should i do that slope in front of my conference building?

is it wide enough for a 500 people hall?

how will i stand up for a shit project like that in front of the jury?

professors will kill me, i gotta study, i gotta draw...etc etc''...............

it is all like a nightmare.

i just want to be a simple person, away from all these 'planning and judging' thoughts.

i am sooooo tired of this architecture!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

12.01.2010 outfit

i slept like for 20 hours yesterday, it made my mood go up up and high!

but i'm still sleepy somehow. =)

i guess it is psychological coz every term when my presentation day gets closer,

i get nervous and i get sleepy.

my presentation day is in the 26th of january.

'tha day' is so close and my project still looks like shite.

but if i really achieve this, i am gonna be an architect.

this is weird though, coz god knows when i'll be a real architect and a designer, the fine one.

there are so much things to learn everytime you do something new and

the world of design is unlimited.

well, this is where the beauty is i guess. dont you think? =)

here's my outfit for today.

blue, cream and yellowish-brown are my favourite colours now-a-days.

button-up brown wool cardigan / dont remember

blue-cream checkered shirt / a local marketplace

denim skirt / mango

brown striped tights / penti

leather belt and jewelery / vintage

i dont like metal music

you know when you go some place to stay for the night,

you always get to wear what you never wanted =)

friends clothes are trouble, they smell a different detergent,

for some reason these clothes are made to be too baggy or too tight,

too long for not to be able to pee in the toilet or

too short that everyone can see your not-that-well-built belly =)

though i love my bf's tshirts. coz they are his!

but still i dont like metal music!

ps: he says he doesnt like metal music too,

and asked me if i can seriously write that down here. =)

-well, who put that tshirt in your wardrobe then mr. perfect?

before treatment - after treatment

Vlada Roslyakova
...beauty and style...

photos are from stockholm streetstyle

today's outfit

new photos, new photos!!! =)

i borrowed my friend's camera for a few shots.

by the way if you're wondering what is the mess in the photos;

it is the term ending so we are preparing our models and drawings and

everything about our architectural projects.

we are gonna hand in our projects at the end of this month.

so we'll be in that exact same (maybe more of it) mess for a long while.

in other words 'oOoOoOooOooooOOoooooOOOOh MISERY' =) for those who got it!

...and some upside down of my room. well, you see, ceiling is still not messed up.

i guess i still got room to shite. well, architects really have a space problem. =)

space is never -NEVER- enough!

jury time trivia;

well, i was sitting in front of my pc and working on my project for the last 3 days

and during these days i'd never got the chance stand up from my chair.

that's why, last 3 mornings were like this;

i tried to get up from bed, i thought i achived it i thought i got UP but no -hell no-

just a second after i got UP i was like a graffiti on the floor, lying stupidly.

coz my legs were not able to walk anymore. at least half an hour after i fell down from my bed=)

i really hate sitting in front of that laptop and draw day-n-night and go blind.

so i decided to go out today, have some oxygen.

...and the obvious result 'i shopped'! no doubt! =)

i have some lovely belongings now. one of them is the hat i'm wearing in the photo.

i'll show the other ones later on.

take care!

huge puffy hat / asortie

creamy linen shirt / i dont remember

denim look-a-like leggings / denim co

belt / vintage

brown leather booties / my mother's olds

bag / from a local store

edward norton & a bunch of 'fuck you's!

i am a fan of edward norton! the looks, the acting, everything about his work i adore!

this scene is from the movie '25th Hour'.

dont you wanna swear to anything in your life, anything that goin on?

you just cant say it to anyones faces, right?

we are just pathetic...

'fuck you!' is easy to say you know, but everything we wanna 'fuck' is the life that is inside us, and everything we wanna 'fuck' is just US that we've already been living inside that life and got lost.

so long story short, fuck you missnd,

you fucked up everything and you keep doing it!

fuck you, coz you dont know how to stop

and where to stop and fuck your lovely soul and heart!

by the way, i gotta find the 25th hour to make my life better.

...to love again maybe, to feel again, to stand up again...

gotta find that fucking 25th hour!!!

i wish, as soon as possible...