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few weeks ago, i had a teeth pulled out.

and i now have to go to my dentist again for another operation n i'm really scared...

coz this one will be different, and he said that it'll be a hard one.

it is gonna be like hell, god i really reaaallly dont wanna go...

it f*cking will hurt soo much i know

and i'll be paying for this pain in the ass. O_o

god! it is stupid...

sweatshirt  / a local store

jeggings / denim co.

pink pointy-toe ballerinas / very old one, i think they are the first ballerinas i had

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we all love basic clothing, dont we?

grey sweater / h&m

polkadot sheer shirt / a local store

skinny jeans /  ltb

sparkly ballerinas / zara

red knitted scarf / gift from my mom 

nude chunky heels

i love the colour nude, goes nearly with every other colour.
also square heels are pretty comfy afterall the heels make me 11cm higher.
these babies are from topshop.
thank god and 'the system' for sales!

grey wool pants / got it since 7th grade =)

cardigan / tita 

a few personal questions

because i am bored and this thing is pretty fun...
ok here we go...


Whats your middle name?
i dont have one.


How big is your bed?
actually i dont have a bed right now, i mean since last year. =)
yesterday i slept on the couch,
the day before it, i slept with my mom,
and the day before that i slept in my sisters bed. 


What are you listening to right now?
weird sound of the laptop fan 
and yavuz çetin singing 'oyuncak dünya'...
i dont know this guy but i totally miss him.
why did he had to leave...

What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number?
uh...why?

What was the last thing you ate?
ruffles ketchup... i need an actual dine. =)

Last person you hugged?
a friend.


How is the weather right now?
pretty fine for the wintertime, 
i mean, i dont wear socks right now and 
i still can wear heels with bare feet outside.
think about it...


Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
a close friend... i called him to say 'long time no see'


What is the first thing u notice in the opposite sex?
the attitude, 
i mean i want to see if he gets annoyed by the situation, 
or he likes me...
i try to catch the moves of him. 
and wonder if he is a gentle guy.


oh, and try to catch the look in his eyes.


Favorite type of  food...
i love local tastes. 
there is not a particular food that i adore,
but i can say i love vegetables a lot.

Do you want children?
not that much. just a dozen... =)

Do you drink?
yeah, but rarely.


Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night?
nope. 
i might have lost a few hours of memory few years ago =) 
but not an entire night.

Hair color?
dark brown


Eye colour?
dark brown, i sometimes suspect that they can be black.


Do you wear contacts/glasses?
yess

Favorite Season?
spring...
weather is warming up, you know summer is coming up, 
cats go wild =)
and i can layer my clothes as much as i want.
it is the perfect time to dress up and smile.


Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?
yes, i've cried my eyes out...
but now i come to think of it,
none of the situations worth it.


Last Movie you Watched?
biutiful
it is an amazing movie! 
if you havent watched it yet, shame on you!

What books are you reading?
i read about general things we see around us.

i dont like stories, nor classic philosophy.

i read about modern world, new manifests, personal thinking,

virtual and artificial world around us.

about the change and evolution of the relationships 

between people...

different kinds of relationships...

images...

media...

network...

only books that entertain me are, 

the lowlife and underground lifestyles...

like charles bukowski, jack kourack, chuck palahniuk... 

Piercings?
not yet.


Favorite Movie?
fight club

What were you doing before filling this out?
singing out loud...

Any pets?
a bird...
i love her, 
she is sooo dramatic!

Dogs or cats?
i love cats too, but i am totally a dog person.

Favorite Flower?
classic but not classy, chamomile...


Have you ever loved someone?
yes.


Who would you like to see right now?
edward norton...
well, just thought about it for a sec...
i wouldnt want him to see me in this crazy coloured sleepwear right now.
=)


Have you ever fired a gun?
thank god, no! i hate guns.


Do you like to travel by plane?
like? i luuuvv it!


Right-handed or Left-handed?
right


If you could go to any place right now where would you go?

soho, new york

Are you missing someone?
i am always missing some people.
all my friends live far away from me.


Do you have a tattoo?
not yet.


Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
if i catch up, why not? =)


Are you hiding something from someone?
i think i am.

love...

...as soon as possible!

Lurdes Bergada / Dear design

today, a lil doze of architecture...

Architects: Dear design
Location: L’illa Diagonal Shopping Mall, 557, Avenida Diagonal, Barcelona, Spain
Client: Lurdes Bergada & Syngman Cucala
Project Area: 63 sqm 
Photographs: Pol Cucala

for nerds like me =) 

plans, section n' elevations...

images & info via arch-daily

boring sunday

weather is too f*cking cold outside...
i think if there exists anywhere called hell, it is always winter there...

we need supply!

we need equipment!

i need a space

okay here's 'tired me'...

i hang around at nights, with my friend.
drinkin coffee...
having some talk...
sometimes about design n designer stuff...
sometimes about superheroes...
(the conversation somehow ends up with anger. 
i dont get why really?! hehehe)
sometimes just about street stuff...
music, photography, clothes, kim kardashian (!) n whatever...
laugh at random things...
but most of the time i feel bored...
i mean, i love the talk!
BUT i have to talk these stuff, sitting on a cold chair, freezing my ass off...
trying to shut my mouth while laughing...
i dont like it. it is boring!
i need a space...

candygirl

hey there!

i was like forever away,

miss blogging...

as you can see from the photos (they get worse every frickin time), 

you gotta blame my terrible photographer, 

he is just an ambitient photographer about nearly anything surrounds us 

but except that -> he really gets easily bored when shooting me! 

that's why, i guess, he hasnt taken any outfit photos of me... 

...ok, just joking... 

yet, still, he hasnt taken any outfit photos of me. yepp... 

seriously man, what's wrong with you? 

=)

weather is terrible and i am having some problems with my wardrobe...
i'm trying to eliminate some of the clothes...
i am out of inspiration somehow...

so how are your days going by?

i'm having a pretty boring time at work nowadays...

grey tricot dress / h&m

white shirt / old as seen here

grey tights / mom's bargain

green heels / deichmann

green ring / claire's

blue ring / a local shop

grey  knitted hat / a local shop